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If they ask you about me, tell them “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” Shahrazad al-Khalij (via suspend)

(Source: nizariat, via loveyourselfsono-onehasto)





im done


Snorting the marijuanas

Bless you all with my face

And yet here I go falling for someone
Even though my heart still aches and burns and yearns for you in ghe dead of night when sadness overwhelms me
Im scared ill never love or miss or care for him like I did you
Im scared im not capable of giving myself wholly to another ever again as much as I try
I may end up loving him but I fear my heart will not be able to feel as strongly for another the second time around. I will try. I will try so hard to revive that feeling I just worry I won’t be able to do it all the way ever again.. I guess you broke me. Broke my heart.

I write your name out a hundred times
As if itll somehow make you real
And I hate you so much
So fucking much
But god I fucking love you
And I hate missing you
Because I try so hard not to
But I do
And sometimes mt heart hurts and I cry your name out and I want to intertwine my fingers with yours and stare in your eyes and whisper words of affection
And god I fucking miss you
So fucking much
And I hate you so much for it
I just felt like we were meant for each other
Why did you have to fucking keep pushing me why couldnt you just leave well enough alone I would have never left had you not made my heart ache so much it hurt to breathe sometimes
It still hurts to breathe sometimes
Anf im scared of falling in love agaon because nothing will ever compare to what I feel for you
You made me fucking weak
I let you make me weak